guess the routine is getting to me .

My life is going no where ,im in a dull,boring routine everyday and it’s getting to me i fear .I’ve been thinking all day about where i wanna go with my life .I just could’nt think of nothing the i might wanna do .I know i dont wanna be doing the job i got for another 6 years .I mean busch gardens is cool and it does pay the bills but being a garbage man is not something i enjoy .I thought about working on cars ,going into autobody .But i have to have my g.e.d for that ,and i havent even had time to go get my pretest done .Hell i might be kicked out of the program for all i know .I dunno ,gotta get my car back to start really doing anything .

Today i was driving the JCB down the service road and was just thinking to myself .

What am i doing here still ?

Wasn’t i going to quit this job after a year ?

What actually made me stay here for six years?

Is this really my future ?

To tell ya the truth i just didn’t have answers for any of those questions .Guess im stuck for now ,But i just gotta find something to entertain me .



For now i guess i’ll just listen to music and think .Maybe dream of my future ,the future i wanted when i was growing up .

Hey dude, We all get in a rut.
My wife wanted to be a nurse all her life. She got into the health care field 26 yrs ago. 12 yrs ago graduated Nursing School (RN). She loves it, been a Charge Nurse for 5 yrs now. She did what she wanted to do.......Which I think everybody should.

Well to make a long story short,
A couple days ago, she looked at me and said....."Our Lives Are So freaking Boring, Same Thing Every Day".

So all I can say is, go for your dream, do what ya wanna do, and don't give up.
It's better to get tired of doing what you wanna do than what you don't like doing.